Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Days 74-76: A Metaphor for Life



A Metaphor for Life
Travel Days 74 – 76
March 12 – 14

Camino Day 8: Viana to Navarrete
Daily distance: 22.2 km
Total distance: 175.0 km

The beauty of the Camino is that it is completely laid out.  It is well marked and the path is easy to find.  For the few times I have strayed from the path, it has become obvious quickly, and I was able to get directions readily from locals.  In each of the towns, the Camino goes by all of the albergues, restaurants, bars, supermarkets, cathedrals, and anything else a pilgrim needs along the Way.  And with signposts at regular intervals indicating distances to the next few towns, and maps at the entrance to each town, the Camino could probably be done without a map or a guide.  Money is not even necessary.  I’ve met a few pilgrims who are walking to Santiago with no money, just to prove that it can be done.  Alas, money is beautiful; it buys convenience and luxury.

One of the more obvious scallop shell signs.

Walking the Camino becomes carefree.  There is no job to worry about.  No car to fill with gas and maintain.  No workout to do after work.  No bed to make or apartment to clean.  It is life simplified, an adventure in getting back to the basics.  All day, I carry all of my belongings on my back.  And every night, I sleep in a bed that is not my own.  It becomes engrained in my daily life.  And despite the elements in the day and the frequent lack of heating at night, I cannot help but notice how luxurious my life is.  I’m fed, clothed, and sheltered.  I have water to drink and water to dispose of my waste.  And, most importantly, I am surrounded by friends and have the freedom to just be myself. 

And take periodic wine breaks in front of churches.

Last night, I met a man named Peter. He left his rosary hanging on the bathroom door in the albergue in Viana, and I returned it to him.  Stopping in Viana marked a departure from the main towns in which everyone else sleeps, so Peter and I were the only two in this albergue.  This was the first night that I didn’t drink on the Camino, which I realized was becoming a problem.  The social atmosphere and inclusion of Spanish wine with the pilgrim’s menu dinner encouraged its consumption, but drinking is a form of escapism for me.  And I don’t want to spend every day of my Camino escaping a part of it.

Peter has walked the Camino many times before.  On his last Camino, he was infatuated with a woman, and walked to Santiago with her.  Once he got there, he had a feeling that he should stay, but she wanted to continue to the coast so she could be in the ocean.  She begged him to come with her.  “I told myself, if you go to the sea with her, you are only escaping yourself.  There are many things you want to do that will never happen because you went to the sea with that woman.  So I stayed in Santiago.  Other people put thoughts in your mind that you are missing out if you don’t do what they want you to do.  But I knew I had to follow my heart.” 



Camino Day 9: Navarrete to Azofra
Daily distance: 22.6 km
Total distance: 197.6 km

I was alone again on the Camino.  On the ground just outside of Navarrete, I found a bamboo stick that stood almost to my shoulder.  I decided to pick it up and use it as a walking stick.  Not so much to lean against, but to tap on the ground and give myself a cadence.  I started singing old marching cadences I still remember from the Marine Corps, carrying the bamboo stick in my right hand and tapping it on the ground with each left foot strike.  And then, as if the universe wanted me to have a second walking stick, I found a stalk lying on the ground while passing a farm; it was broken from the rest of the crop.  It was light and well-balanced when I picked it up, so I tapped it twice against the ground to test its durability.  It seemed good enough; I now had two walking sticks.  I immediately noticed a difference using them.  I was able to keep my posture more upright, and some of the pain in my lower back was relieved.  My head was sitting higher, and I felt the weight shift to my heels.  No wonder so many people use those fancy walking sticks! 

In every tunnel along the Camino, I find graffiti.  This is some of the better stuff
that was all in one tunnel. 

I arrived in Azofra around 4:00 PM and found Derek, and older British gentleman, in the only albergue in town: an attachment to the church that allows pilgrims to stay for free, asking only for a donation.  I explored around town to find that only one restaurant was open, and they were serving a mediocre pilgrim’s dinner for ten Euros.  Given no other options in town, we gladly accepted this offer.  Just before heading off to dinner around 7:00 PM, Jurgen from Germany joined us.  He walked 32 kilometers today, and it looked like his legs were about to fall off.  Jurgen was another pilgrim with a deadline, and a strict range he needed to travel. Seven years ago, he walked the Camino from St. Jean to La Reina, and has picked up in La Reina a few days ago.  He has been going 30-40 kilometers per day, determined to make it to his next stop in a few more days before he needs to go back to family life.  I felt bad for his having to rush, but I understand that we all must walk our own Camino. 

A small shelter just outside of town.
Derek reading his book in front of the monastery.

Being off-route from where everyone else is staying on the Camino has been peaceful.  I have run into nobody all day long, I stay in albergues with very few people, I have great conversations with these people, and I get to be in towns that are more pilgrim-friendly.  I think this is how I want to continue all the way to Santiago. 


Camino Day 10: Azofra to Granon
Daily distance: 22.2 km
Total distance: 219.8 km

I am going to miss the church bells when this is over. They have been the anthem to the peace of this pilgrimage.  Last night, I learned that the church bells ring all night. At one point, again, I woke up in the middle of the night from a dream.  Before I could check the time on my phone, the church bells rang: CLAaaang.  CLAaaang.  It was 2:00 AM.  I rolled over and went back to sleep. 

It was a cold night.  The moisture from our breath condensed on the window, only to be frozen by the air temperature outside.  There was no heating or hot water in the monastery, and the condensation turned to frost by the morning.  In the morning, we retreated to a local café to escape the cold temperatures outside of our sleeping bags.  When my breakfast was finished, I reluctantly donned my warming layers, laced my boots, and charged into the frigid Camino.  Even with no wind, it was the coldest morning to date.  I kept my chin down and my legs moving, trusting the laws of thermodynamics to kick in at any moment. 

Always open roads and big skies.

Just outside of Santo Domingo, 15 kilometers into the day’s hike, my left foot started to talk to me.  It didn’t agree with my plans to push another eleven kilometers, so I settled on hobbling to Grañon, a town devoid of noise.  In the town square, I met Josu, a man in his seventies with energy to rival men in their thirties.  Upon my arrival, he continued talking to a Chilean woman, reveling in tales of the Camino; he had walked the Camino Norte, the Primitive Camino, the Camino Portugal, and on and on.  And then he told us about his real reason for being in town: he is now upkeeping Casa de las Sonrisas, a Donativo (Donation) Albergue.  Staying in the monastery last night, there was a donation box on the table, but no services offered.  But here at Sonrisas with Josu, there was a home converted to house 21 pilgrims, a long dinner table in the living room for family style dinners, and two meal times: 8:00 PM for dinner, and 6:30 AM for breakfast.  He charged no price, but merely asked for donations, hoping to break even by the end of the year.  My foot needed no more convincing to stay a night in Grañon. 

Joining me at dinner were two Germans, a Chilean woman, and a Spanish man, three of whom have already walked different Caminos in the past.  The subject of dinner heavily revolved around the Camino, which kept my curiosity engaged.  Now, ten days into my first Camino, I realized how little I really knew about the Way.  Josu told us the history of the Donativo Albergues, and how this used to be the norm on the Camino in its middle-age hay day.  Now, he and others like him keep the spirit of the Camino alive by offering an authentic experience far departed from modern day commercialism of the Way.  “I have received so much from the Camino, and now I get to give it back.”  Josu has walked the Camino Frances many times, using his powerful ability to attract people towards himself to form large groups of pilgrims who walk together.  And now, he serves more pilgrims than before in his albergue. 

Josu is one cool dude.

The subject of St. James’ grave came to the conversation.  Legend has it that it floated in a concrete boat 100 kilometers up a river to its final resting place in Santiago, which is the reason Catholics began to pilgrimage to the site.  We all agreed that he didn’t really reside there, and I scoffed at the notion of holding anyone’s corpse as a holy site in the first place.  “It might as well be the pilgrimage to a bar in Santiago.  Besides, I’m not here for the holy sites, I’m here for the experience of being on the Way.”

The table went silent.  Everyone there was Catholic, and I could tell I upset their belief systems.  Across from me, Christian, one of the two Germans and a former philosophy professor, broke the silence, speaking with a calm demeanor that he likely used in his lectures:  “Regardless of the legitimacy of the legend, the cathedral in Santiago de Compostella is a powerful place.  It is the gathering place for millions of people through a dozen centuries, people who have come from all places and walks of life to this site.  Millions of people have died there in that cathedral.  And when you get to Santiago, your pilgrimage will be over.  You, too, will die as a pilgrim, and be reborn as someone else.  And that is what makes it so special.” 

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